01 January 2023

Invocation: a psychotherapist-troubadour muses on the human condition (last draft)

This is slightly revised from the spoken word/music video https://youtu.be/JNzj3aQMuLY


Towards the end of 2020

I started on this verse.

Things were starting to look better

But would soon be looking worse.

New insights I was gaining

From the counseling profession

Were helping me unravel

All the conflict and aggression.

Yet completion’s proved elusive;

The quatrains keep on forming.

Another headline fades to history.

The planet keeps on warming.

So it’s now or never, though I’m

Far as ever from perfection.

I just hope you somewhere here will find

Words worthy of reflection. . .


 

Is it knowledge or brash certainty?

The commentator asked,

Standing in the pond at Auschwitz;

One half century has since passed.

Today, it’s said division

Is increasing with each year. 

There may be two sides but likely

Just one heart, beset by fear.

Which fear, of course, depends upon

Just who or where we are.

Protections we may have in place,

So not to slip as far.

Some fear flooding, some wildfires,

Raging wounded men in blue,

Fear of automatic rounds

Aimed at the supermarket queue.

Fear of malnutrition

When your farmland has grown bare,

Fear of respiratory illness

When you cannot breathe the air.

A barrage of guided missiles

That make one fear the sky,

Fear of showing weakness

In spite of who may die.

Fearing Great Replacement,

Fearing violent overthrow,

With systems more in chaos

Than a Punch & Judy show.

 


Just who is it we will find in that

Stage wagon, painted red?

He’s called Punchman; but we see

Just his puppets, not his head.

The puppets act out stories

That become our public myths,

Shape our haloed institutions,

Build the marble monoliths.

While the puppet speaks sarcastic lines

That seem to empathize,

The puppeteer starts testing

The crowd’s tolerance for lies.

Repeating them until they’re “facts,”

Defying true perception,

Presuming the beleaguered have 

Survived on self-deception.

Calling whistle-blowers “terrorists,”

Indicted without proof,

While towards those truly wreaking terror

He’s typically aloof.

By owning major news outlets

Throughout the world and nation,

Where most discuss the issues

He controls the conversation. 

Wherever we spend money

He is there to get his cut.

He is Blackrock. He is Vanguard,

Long immune to antitrust.

Punchman cannot stop to think of

The ones whose lives he harms

When for profit and prestige

The veins are screaming in his arms.

One might think that for his children

Or their children he might ponder

The planet they’ll inherit

That he’s worked full-time to squander.

Instead Joker’s incarnation,

With painted grin as crass,

Parades through Gotham City,

His float spewing poison gas.

If he convinces you progressives

Are the ones who spell your doom,

Can they then still be the last adults

Still left in the room?

And if resolved asylum seekers

Have caused your loss of wages

Will you feel him pick your pocket,

Or hear children cry from cages?

Punchman busts up unions,

Targets those who immigrate,

Insists the ones who love America

Are the ones who share his hate.

It’s in his interests to promote

Whatever crisis that encumbers

A battered outraged people

From gathering in numbers.

Debts and fees restrain us,

In accord with his design,

And drain us of the strength we need

To join a picket line.

He tells working whites they’re chosen,

While he loots their meager wealth.

Equating “freedom” with a disconnected

Life of serving self.

Freedom . . . to strip the land

And not pay any tax,

Freedom . . . to ban the truth

And ridicule the facts,

Freedom . . . to let your carbon 

Footprint fill up craters.

Freedom . . . to emulate

The infamous dictators.

Defend freedom of religion,

Grounds to hijack education.

Declare freedom for polluters

To destroy all God’s creation.

Whose right to endless profiting

Was granted him at birth?

The child who lacked for nothing,

Except inherent worth.

Whichever be the symbols

We attach our freedom to,

When extolled on social media, 

Coagulate like glue.

The authors of the algorithms

Know well what makes us tick.

The manipulated brain

Tells the finger, “one more click.”

Tailoring the content

To a smouldering obsession.

Like to a substance, a disease

Which has its own progression.

 

Some will get the patient parent,

Who shows how to problem-solve

Without invoking threats and violence,

When conflict is involved.

But it’s different for the children

Whose dad rarely spared the rod.

They don’t learn to negotiate,

But keep up a facade.

In this narrative of upsmanship, 

An egocentric tale,

You get ahead by causing

The more principled to fail.

Those who grow up in turmoil,

Their attachment insecure,

Are left to seek out on their own

What can be known for sure.

Embracing a plain narrative

That casts out shades of grey,

There being no one to co-regulate

Them through a stressful day.

When she is the baby crying,

Without parent to console,

Will she one day learn to trust

And not need full control?

And if his father’s fragile ego

Forces him to feel less-than,

How does that shape his sense

Of what it means to be a man?

Whether the receiver

Or deliverer of taunts,

Most won’t see when their actions

Are in fact trauma response.

When the bullied seek revenge–

Their mal-adaptive quest to heal–

Inside old wounds are festering

They’ve been trying to conceal.

If theirs be a family who depends 

On blind loyalty,

The tribe’s only there to back them

Until they disagree.

Those witnessing the hanging tree,

Learn somehow to condone,

And dare not speak out from the heart

Through fear of being disowned,

Harbored by a faith that values

Those most willing to obey,

When the charismatic human

Claims to know what God would say.

When identity gets threatened

All means justify the ends.

Start talking like the other side

You’ll soon be losing friends.

We might not even notice when,

Or what we’re looking for,

The day we get conscripted

To fight the culture war.

Predisposed to feel resentful

And robbed of dignity

When those targeted by racism

Gain public sympathy.

Passing down through generations

A need for keeping numb,

And to ban the actual story

From the school curriculum.

 

Well yes, you look the other way

If science comes demanding,

When your living depends upon

That lack of understanding.

Make sacrifices for your children,

Send them to the finest schools,

While you pawn away their future

Aggrandizing fossil fuels.

Blank checks go to your lobbyists

Who wink then, with a smile,

Fork that hay to corporate livestock

Grazing both sides of the aisle.

Three hundred head of cattle

Stampede toward the bank;

With a Boeing or Chevron logo

Branded to each flank.

Well informed of coming mergers

Senate cowboys from their mounts,

Can’t stop grinning as the proceeds

Bloat their personal accounts.

Though the Swedish teen Cassandra,

Worked so valiantly to wake

The traders and insiders

From a dissociative state.

The cancer deaths from Roundup,

The opioid overdoses:

See the company obfuscators

Negate victims’ diagnosis.

One G.E. chief exec

From the eighties raised the bar

For worker deprivation.

Others soon dared go as far.

Now is Punchman that C.E.O.,

In Forbes celebrated,

Or a ecocidal system

Recklessly de-regulated?

Was that system ever scrupulous

Playing fair, above the belt?

Or is a Nazi-playbook demagogue

Its inevitable result?

Meanwhile in the Oval Office,

Some will come to question why.

Watch Deep State step in to tell them

Just what rules they must play by.

Then are Punchman and Deep State

One and the same behind that curtain?

Those who go back there don’t return; 

So no one’s truly certain.

How does one win election

Representing one percent?

You can subvert the process,

Certain not to be out-spent.

While talking gun and fetal rights,

Entitlements, taxation,

You masquerade as working class 

Though your world’s the plantation.

Where tax-sheltered oligarchs

Get their own jet or rocket.

All the inmates and war dead

Existed just to fill your pocket.

In fact, call yourself “pro-life,”

Though your profits come from death

And impoverishing children,

Once they’ve taken their first breath.

Ending up the hopeless youth

Who buy your AR-15s.

You won’t get charged with murder

Where you lurk behind the scenes.

And simply disenfranchise voters

Who don’t share your beliefs.

Then you cry, "election stolen,"

While actually, you’re the thief.

The Federalist Society

Supplies you ideologues,

Black robes for who ambition leads

To wait on first-class hogs.

Get it down to just three justices

Plus six lifetime infiltrates

Who simply transfer rights from humans

To your companies and states.

And you won’t have to worry 

About votes the left can muster

For the bills you find displeasing

When you have the filibuster.

There’ll be no checks, no balances,

Your powers undebated,

A scheme when fully realized

Is a people subjugated.


Once I would have found the words here

Too unsettling to believe,

But in time the myths I’d clung to

One by one came due to grieve.

I grieve for the indigenous

By disease and rifles killed,

My forebears’ cellar holes dug out

In ground their blood was spilled.

Those I fancied freedom fighters,

Of seventeen-seventy-six,

Were simply bent on building their own wealth

Through slaves and politics.

I grieve for all the soldiers

Who sacrificed to serve,

When the system they fought to defend

Kicked them to the curb.

I grieve the land protectors

Stabbed by corporate thugs.

Grieve the private prisons quotas

With the code-name War on Drugs.

I grieve for the enslaved and lynched,

The cruel construct of race,

By Christians lacking eyes to see 

The Christ in every face.

Sitting down to eat I grieve

The souls who daily face starvation,

Deserving nothing less than I

So privileged by location.

My first president warned his nation

Of the weapon-sellers’ malice.

And when the next came to de-escalate

He wound up dead in Dallas.

It was supposed to be Chicago,

CIA’s recruit had warned,

His last words: “I’m just the patsy!”

His TV death unmourned.

One million Viets forced South from North

Bred conflict 'tween sharecroppers;

Clandestinely a market built

To sell twelve thousand choppers.

Arms merchants ever confident

That Congress could spend more

Had the Gulf of Tonkin staged

To get their full-scale war.

I grieve the reverend, the poet, the candidate,

Their true assassins never seen,

For them and all those who spoke out

Against our war machine.

Was it the year of “Helter Skelter”

That Deep State was in its prime?

Emboldened by what it

Got away with that first time?

I grieve for climate refugees

Who used to till the soil

Now caked and dry and wasted

By our dance of death with oil.

I grieve the military dollars,

Fifty-seven K per second,

Destroying lives and habitat—

Not by their ledger reckoned.

They who could have stopped extinction,

With their endless spending power,

Instead bombed Muslim nations

Three times every hour.

Supposing we compared our values,

Had a humble conversation?

Might that free our shackled hearts

From bias confirmation?

Have you lived among the wealthy,

And not felt the need to share?

Or can you teach me how to survive

When grocery shelves go bare?

Has the class system held you hostage,

Left you missing true connection?

Does your soul pine for that day

You drop it all in the collection?

Did you march with ten thousand

Chanting “El Pueblo unido…”

While above in office suites

They plot to keep us dividido?

Were you sold by bounty hunters

To fill Guantanamo,

Yet have come to be a source of hope

Regardless where you go?

Our revels now are ended,

Though few yet understand

That Punchman claims it’s all about

Supplying our demand.

We don’t even have five years left

To reset the carbon clock.

We’ve ignored the Knowledge Keepers

Making pleas from Standing Rock.

You who grew up nurtured by the earth–

The mother of us all,

Who’s treating us now as we’ve treated her,

In spite of warning calls.

Did your people’s first encounter 

With those driven to possess

Leave you startled at their enterprising

Lack of humbleness?

All refugees from foreign lands

Where naught they could survive;

Is not their common origin

Some place we colonized?

My ancestors were Vikings

Who sacked the Emerald Isle.

They were the starving Irish—

As immigrants, deemed vile.

On whose backs came some to prosper,

To ride a limousine?

How’d exploitation become Christian

With the age of Constantine?

It’s time to find our gratitude

For time we have been given,

Learn what’s ours to sacrifice for lands

And waters that keep living.

With no latitudes remaining to

Escape extremes of weather,

We could perish each in solitude

Or we could act together.